Dang it!

Dang it! I fell off the wagon :/ But Thank you Maryann for keepin me accountable! I have no good excuse as to why I haven't kept up - so here's a much needed reflection time with God!

PRAYER: A.C.T.S.

.adoration.
So i was just talking with a friend, Elise, a bit ago, about, well, hair. LoL which then got my mind thinking, "Wow that truley is amazing that God came up with and made such fine detail in all of us as different types of hair." Elise then proceeded to say, "...or eye color or freckles or fingernail shapes..." It's so true! I am just in awe of how he works and i just can't get enough of the fact that God, it seems, had fun with these details. It makes God so much more, relatable, i guess. I can just see Him smiling as he is making us in the womb, thouroughly enjoying the very fine details he puts us together in. Oh man, I wish i could just see you God, meet you face to face. You seem like such a gentle, wise, loving God - which leads to my next point (which I'm just going to go ahead into instead of finishing the prayer....)

I REALLY don't know God!! we were talking in LIFT last night about spending time with our creator and "being holy as he is holy". We talked about how we had this excitement and burst of energy to get to know more about God when we first became saved and now, I am saying to God, "You >seem< gentle, wise, and loving." instead of KNOWING it and PROCLAIMING it! Dang it! How the deceiver has veered me off path, and I just followed. I need to put this down in writing so I don't forget. Sarah B. mentioned that our relationship with God is just that, a relationship. just like we have with our friends or spouses - and we find things to do together that we like, otherwise, we wouldn't do them together because they'd be no fun LoL so why am I doing things that aren't what me and God like to do together? i realize there is some committment to my relationship with God, as well as my spouse and friends, but I never thought of my time spent with God as well, fun! So I'm thinking of things to do with God that aren't boring to me, like opening my Bible app each time I open my Facebook app, or blogging my thoughts down, or praying with others. this list needs to grow and expand and get much more creative. So keep me accountable readers (for now that's just you Maryann) to keep my relationship with God fun!